lama caha?

Ive literally had the best weekend of my life, an my dad calls me this morning to wake me up and tell me that the protests on wall street are stupid an useless and that these people protesting should really just go into the homes of all these rich ceo’s houses and kill them and their entire family.  it really confuses me to see all this hate everywhere i look, when i see such love in beauty in everything i do every day.. it confuses me that a person can determine in their head weather another person “deserves” to live or die or be harmed in any way.  how is it that one persons life is any more important that any one elses? it’s all made up to make people money, and everyone who believes in and lives it are just playing into the game that is making life for so many people and creatures and societies so dark and hateful and ready to completely obliterate any person or party that stands even slightly in their way.  why can’t people just grow up and start being nice? we are all going to die or change form somehow, so why not enjoy it and start looking at the beauty in all things? if humans could just become responsible with their own lives, and stopped worrying about what their neighbor thinks about them, or the next thing they can buy, i see some hope for the future, but if things keep just keep making hate, more people are going to suffer for longer

“(right now i also have an idea bouncing around in my head that i can bring world freedom by creating a place where i just try and give everyone love and everything that they need to the extent that i can and i have pretty much forsaken money and a real job because i think its all fucking bullshit and people should just fend for them selves because they have to anyways, there are just rules made here so certain people dont get caught or can use them to their advantage somehow and that they are for pussies) so i guess to sum it up my dilemma is how to bring up the point that i only doubted you because you doubted me, and the only reason that i am nervous about telling you this is because i love you and i dont want you to stop loving me, but i guess that makes me a pussy too”

if everything is out in the open, then what is there to be afraid of?

I was in glendale today looking down at the city and in the morning i thought it was the fog, but when it started to be about 2pm i just noticed how hazy and blurry everything seemed. It was so gross and smoggy ..! aakkk! eww! i can believe i hadnt noticed how bad it was before..all i can say is at least im heading north soon =)

i always thought there should be a class called futureand in that class they taught you how to make things in you future better and homework would be think of something that could make the world better every day

if this may be the last time i am doing this, being with, talking to or seeing seeing you, i am going to have the best time and happiest time as possible, because i would want my last memory of you to be the best, or, if i dont want to see you again, i will be delighted by the fact that i may never have that experience again, and i have every reason to be nice and have good feelings towards everything

leo told me he thinks that the chem trails have switched to night time so that people don’t notice them as much and will forget about them and wondering what they are.  He said he saw a few in the morning right before the sun came up..and I was up around that time the other day and saw the same thing. hmmmmmmm…..